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Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Its Not Like Anyone Believes It Anyway, So To That I Say Byte Me!!!
Fee.ole the ear or is the corn of locks that become what is life,
on the scene to experience of what is a clock,
the cover and the sheets for the paper to type,
it is just the facts.
Keep it closed to People and their Kidnapping habits on fundamentals and Thesis,
to Vets and the show it is more as to what is License,
that is the years on the job or that school of waisted education to the booked,
either paved is the concrete shirts to that gravel on the tell a chapter the word.
While tick is a Venture to that challenge on the Known,
then the variable is the silence of silents do good,
for in that is the lyrics of more pane to windows of blink,
each persons rattle is the snake eyes that dice to but.
In answer of nothing it is the Know Rules of upper Case,
library this filed with in.door sturdy,
for on the learn of the teach it is that walk on the stall that puts id'd to over trots,
saddle well and the girth tightens for the cinch,
as that is just a bit piece to the picture already taken to the shredders be sheen.
Wool on the sheep makes sweaters for the chills,
on that is the days of count to the finish of doing what is necessary call lat tour role dam age,
a good Hoover for the Vacuum,
in the backpack to carriage,
no weight is the move.ease with truth asking a Biscuit for the race.
As this is on the Human of track to just a Day,
play to condition of sound as the acoustic is of stereo from the did on the floor,
expression held to hold born with now,
the reason for what is the wisdom on wink it off to the dust of shelves to sneeze,
that is why the best of guise is the drive to the store on the times in the breeze on The Bone.
Volumne to no annoyance and should that provide an Inconvenience that speak,
talking is a busy signal to Welch's grape juice,
the compass of understanding on not needing to thrifty a cause,
to be resilient in solve is that the problem announces its equals to plus or minus,
as my life since the year of 1965 I have been not what the worth of tread conversations,
its just an inconvenient truth to no spoken language on what is the dead.
Once on the pass to the Monopoly of lonliness I embrace the deal with coping,
it is no new deal and the dice roll to the same sake,
be of residence be of aid be of what is a measure to the rule of what was or has been a dream of return,
in that is the empty barn that I have no horse to alleviate a day with just a ride.
Being Frank,
or is it just this World on the drill of languages and ream,
that job called life itself a harbor to say that time is just a clock,
the punch in on the birth to punch out on the grave,
what is a yard to the light year,
a harness of understanding the stars as a map or chart,
reality is that its just the balance off the sleeve,
energy at the suns rise and moons shadow of the big bang in a solar system that galaxy of a Cosmic pine,
for that is the awe of Mankind,
stuck in being note to destroy the chaos and control the shift,
than to tell the fined that its just one way to sub. lime,
therefore its The Drink on the Lathe of a River in a Mountains thunder to comprehend the Reins shape,
one ice-cube at a dime.
Tinkle Tinkle,
not my path on the fountain of purchase to the bar of such rounds,
it remains to be that special dignity that phew,
for in sew of threads to the fill.tour of additive fluid soda Pop,
know that not all need a rake of that drug through the mud to say a face Shoal.
Than at that True Bore is the Trumpet the by Sect shin??,
is the scroll above or be lo??,
is the words to shale the fossils ray.ole road??,
is the thermal chill just the glacier speak of freeze to melt the flight for the actual witness of horror rise Inn??
Well a Gorilla in the Mist,
this is the provision of a dream in a know that seen in the gentle be of Watch,
but that is the beauty to directions for the hear row,
for the rest its just that fax,
to a gorilla in a tell of what is a shoulder to sing that not all are found but some are From compassion,
to say that life is the wonder of nothing comprehensible to the bowl seats of method to handle a pause.
For Wit its just an Animal,
for choose its just a done,
for I it was a dream,
for that its not a deal but knowing that fare rows rock,
and music bounces the read ball to tour mobile,
now call the television of what is a mind and connect the dots for all spinal flew^id.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
The Horror Of Death
Until today I have always just wanted to get it over with, I just wanted the death thing to just be successful so that I would never have to do it again and I could go on with my life. I mean, its terrifying to have to suffer through repeated times of the same thing, your family wanting you dead. You definitely begin to understand that you are not wanted, that you are very much alone in this fight for life. The message could not have been any clearer as child. I have felt the panic of death for years. I finally in the past few days have said for the second time in my life that my brother and father tried to kill me when I was little. I finally am coming to terms with the fact that what is really bothering me so much is that I was murdered as a kid and I am still alive. It has truly been puzzling at times. I have been troubled about this since it happened and last night I looked up the troubled because I felt that I use the word correctly but that nobody seems to get it, when I say it. I will often say something if I have an odd reaction in front someone, just like turning a funny color or looking like I am going to puke, all with no apparent reason to them but to me triggers into my past are at every corner of my life. So I will say, "I have had a troubled past, my childhood was difficult," this is all to put them at ease over whatever just happened in front of them.
I have always felt that using the word or phrase "a troubled youth," was a good description of what has happened, without going into any detail. But it seems these days that people don't use the English language the way that I use it. The word trouble means, to disturb the mental calm and contentment of; worry; distress; agitate. Which is really how I have felt since I was small. I just couldn't understand what was really happening to me all the of time. I cannot stand the fact that I will have to go through this whole entire process again. Death is difficult, it is not short by any means, its terrifying actually. I said a few years back in passing to my mother and step-father, "I am beginning to wonder if I can die," my step-father quickly replied, "Oh yes you can, there is no doubt in my mind." I don't know about you but the sarcasm that filled his words as they came pouring out of his mouth, felt like murder as he spoke. As if he was saying, "If I had had the chance to have done it, it would been done properly the first time." Maybe I read to much into things, but it is how I stayed one step ahead of the people hurting me when I was a child. It is just occurring to me today that he was the one with my mother when they were called to the Elementary School the first time I spoke of my brother trying to kill me because he had fucked me. I feel like an idiot, that was 1st grade. I totally forgot that they had known this entire time that my father and brother tried to kill me and had molested me. No wonder I am so paranoid all the time. I am beginning to believe that this is what they, being my family, fears that I will remember and write some book about. The fact that I have never spoken about this as an adult came from the beating I received as a child after the Principle from Frank McCoppin Elementary school called them in to speak about what I had told her that day.
Does anyone realize that I don't give a shit about a book, about the supposed money that I would make, which I believe is a fallacy anyway. Can anyone hear the cry from my words that I write that I am still just terrified of dying again. Do you realize how many times I ended up on the outside of myself, staring back at my dead body? These times are burned into my memory and they are in every cell of my body. It was enough times that I knew to stand around and wait because I probably wasn't all the way dead. Do you know that I have never spoken on it like this before because this really sounds so stupid and by sounding so ridiculous I knew that people would just pass it off and mock me. It is that disbelief that I knew that I would suffer from with anyone I told that has kept me silent all these years. It is bad enough that all these things have happened in my life. Almost as if my family and whomever helped them at the time, cultivated more disasters in my life just to add the element of doubt when I did ever try to tell my story. I knew long ago that it was nearly impossible to communicate the amount of things happened to me in my life and that in trying to do so people would be cavalier, dismissing me by saying, "There is no way that all of that can happen to one person." Which in a lot a ways I agree with, it seems like so much, yet I really have lived through it, amazingly enough. But when you think about it at all, if my family was trying to cover up a crime, attempted murder, than you would do what they did. Keep the insanity constantly going, gas-lighting, beating, interrogating, removing me from school, not educating, taking my kids from me, because in reality they just never stop and its quite impossible for me to explain any one thing and sound half way sane myself. Everybody is so fast to judge any one act, that you never have the opportunity to give the history of what has happened to lead to that one act. If people could know the entire history, which sadly is my entire life, then I would venture to say that they may come up with a different judgement of the situation and certainly a different idea of me. Its hard when its, "You against them." Especially when you cannot even say that one thing without a counselor saying, "Well who is them?" And why is it always, "they or them?" I said to Ulla at the Petaluma Health Facility, "Because, they are them and that would be my family and the church congregants." It turns out, according to her at least that it is some sort of cult identifier of being brainwashed and feeling ganged up on. Sadly, in some cases it is real and because of people having Repressed Memory Syndrome, which is not the same as Suppressed Memory, but regardless they pressed charges against their members only to re-cant 10 years later, saying, "My therapist planted the ideas of abuse." Cases such as these made it so that a case such as mine gets judged by idiots like her who don't seem to recognize that some of us are really damaged and just don't talk about it at all because we are so uncomfortable with the truth.
Do you know how scary it is to have someone try to kill you! and then do it repeatedly? Saying, "If you talk I will kill you." Do you know that you go through this death process each and every time it happens? Do you know how terrifying it is at the moment where you can no longer breath and you are experiencing what death is truly about? I have been so paranoid for years, I mean, death comes to us all eventually, I just wanted to get it over with, so I could live my life in peace. Pretty stupid thing to say because you would be dead, but it is my reality about my life. And then today, somebody heard me, heard what I was saying, heard me explaining that I was a kid thinking about reasons to live. They looked at me and said, "Karen, the likelihood of you being suffocated to death again is not likely at all." I just stopped in mid fluster.
You're right! I had never thought about a different way to die. I have been so stupid and stuck in this mire of fright since I was a child. I won't have to experience running as fast as I can, getting caught, or grabbed! I won't have a bag put over my head! I won't be flipped around with some one's hands around my neck! I won't have been thrown to the ground and sat upon, while fighting like a mad dog! I won't have to walk into a room and look at the closed closet door wondering if that is where they are hiding! I won't have to know every inch of the house, so that I know where the attacks on my life are most likely to take place! I won't have to walk into a room and take notice of the size and dimensional make-up to ensure that there is or is not enough room to man handle me to the ground, breaking my neck in the process! I won't have to worry about the threats, Oh! Wait! Hhmm............still have to consider that one, don't I?
Today I spoke of the horror of death. The point at which the air that breathe is cut off and you are screaming in your head for help, to no avail. I have lived a terrified life. I never thought about the fact that I may die differently until someone said to me today those very words that I wrote. The thing is less than three years ago my step-father put his arm around my neck and through to the ground in the dining room of the home I grew-up in. So when exactly do you end the madness? He tried to snap my neck and had he been successful, it would have been documented as an accident, just a fluke fall. How many flukes can one person have before they say that it is pre-meditated murder to cover up all of their crimes with Wills, Trust Funds and with the things I have yet to mention.
How do you continue to live a life like this one that I have been given? I really don't anymore, all I know is that I cannot get better unless people choose to allow me to just be myself. I am very well aware that my life is beyond sad, that it is a tragedy and the horrors of this reality are haunting. But it is my life and I have been living it, not you. I like my life and don't want to just "Get over it." I have worked so hard to get to where I am today mentally. There have been good times for me and maybe in comparison they don't look that way to you, but to me it's like hearing just dump everything that has made you who you are today and move on or start again. You cannot do that, its impossible, who you are today is the person that has survived what most did not. I am not a bad person, I have found strength in moments that others died. I am the result of what has happened to me for my entire life. Don't discount who I am because you cannot handle how I became this way. I don't tell you to never talk about your past and to move on, forgetting who you are in life and what molded you to be that person. You are unique, just as I am also. I just want justice in this world. I want to be able to exist without being terrified and embarrassed constantly around absolutely everyone. If you don't think that this is embarrassing, you are insane. If you believe that I am writing all of this on my Google Blog for attention, you are madmen. Nobody in their right mind would tell these things to anyone to just get some attention in their life, that is madness and the accusation that is made by people who don't know that worse lives exist and mine is one of them.
I just want to have a voice and be heard, so maybe I can not shake as much everyday. Maybe I can tuck myself away and heal alone, with the support of myself. If I get it off my chest then at least I have finally spoken and I am told that you must speak or you will never even have a chance to heal. That is all I am doing here, I am trying to heal myself of the most horrific acts that mankind can commit on another human life, murder.
Thursday, September 15, 2016
This Morning Outside Was The Best Expression Of How Much Nature Speaks, As I Witnessed The Big Squabble And Said.....
This morning was so funny as the Crows argue the Owl,
in that massive screech??,
no the blue jays attempted an intervention but traveled the chaotic scene too,
so I finally went outside and said 'order in the court' to be stunning,
the entire crew went silent and thought why is that Owl on the stoop.
I laughed and than the Crows said squawk??,
no they began to swoop,
around in the trees I watched as they tried to spook that Owl off the troop??,
no,
the Crows were mad and pulling a seen from The Birds,
flying about and straight at my stand where I said what is that angry Raven stating,
I giggled and that bird just flew to a sit and silents began as the blue jays just Band!!
Anyone this a.m. really missed the fun,
as that Owl was so calm the ocean should have wrung,
the telephone of Sun just a rising Moon,
as the country of travels how migration must boom!!
To those that have language barriers of reefs,
its the granite of saltwater that shows lost civilizations too.
From Ra to the Apollo of that Ancient be Land,
egypt to Greek or the Viking by hand,
Odin and Zeus to say that shipping Inks 'Pan'??,
as what is the flute of the breeze on the grand canyon of the Snake River in explanation off-span??.
It is the pleasure of peace to the stance of a man,
kind is the animals that have made my life so much better,
as the possum or raccoon or that skunk on a tune,
Scout at the meek to a time in the creek.
Mouse is a cat and Cheshire does Feat,
Lobos just is enjoying Rambo at meet??,
no,
its Rambo on the funnier as this is his property of resident seek,
to enjoy such as wonder is to say but a Teak.
People have fashion and that Turkey has road,
for on yesterday the drive of the political pull??,
no,
for the first time I saw a car stop and not push,
for the Turkey on the road was just full of such grace,
that as he moved to the timing of traffic,
I said 'what are doing' and I thought that is sure to be a true compass on a fact,
that all must sing to the lyrics of the bring,
for even gobble gobble is the thanks giving of spring!!
So for all of my nieghbors the judges and the fears,
I watched as not a passenger but I did what is natural when comparison is biers,
like a dog fight at the park, would you stand at the cart,
or would you get a bucket of water and throw it on the lawn,
the difference is that I love all the tack,
and me talking to the wild animals is looked at as tracked,
yet is not a dog wild as the cat is just a snob,
is not the worm a thing you eat at the drink of Tequilla rein,
is the rat that is a pet fine to the parrot that repeats,
so should the awl bother your day just say to I these simple words,
tell to me it bugs you and I will shut-up.
Why,
because I feel that all my life people watch my way to stride,
I feel judged and I don't like that people always lie,
its annoying and that is my truth for the best of saying choice,
so as I stop these writing words what is the day at voice??
Nobody talks to any person and that is like a drag,
of every vocal enunciation that bothered to learn to speak a turn,
the trip to just the store is filled with no smiling door,
just nasty people screaming at the fact your in the way,
the stop signs that I know to complete a three-second count,
I am either honked at or bumped by dirts account.
so again should my natural self bother any other,
please take the time to comment on this post of posture line,
tell me simply with words of what you choose,
'cause should the bell be ringing the answer is knowing that being told to be blonde is best on each a clued.
So as the Crows and Owl are sweet fantastic finds,
that Owl did by example and that is more to sound,
as each night of when the sun goes to the other side of shine,
the whim.men must just thank the stars and claim its more do signs???
Monday, June 27, 2011
Wounded Mind, Fractured Brain
What did you say?
Don't take it personally.
Hhmm, I thought to myself for a moment in silence. I started to say something but I stopped myself. I felt like it would be a moot point because I had already taken in personally, I just did not want to explain any further.
I just cannot take all the yelling. I was yelled and screamed at as a kid, so its difficult for me.
Just scream back!
I stared for a longer amount of time. I am not comfortable yelling at anyone, let alone a complete stranger. I said that I had to go, got on my bike, turned my Sony music player on and road off. I just could not handle it a minute longer. My head was throbbing and my nerves were shot. Even being on my bike didn't seem to calm me down.
When I got back home I curled up in bed and closed my eyes. I had taken one of my pills because I could not take my brain, it was in so much pain. Flashbacks were not even flashbacks. It was ribbons of film ripping out of the reels and cutting itself on my brain matter. As I could here it go, "Click, click, click," like an old movie house when the film needs to be changed and it has run completely out of the projector.
I laid there until I fell asleep and dreamt of the nightmare of my life. I woke in a panic, gasping for air and thinking I was still where I had just been. Thank god I wasn't, I was at home again. I had made it back to the house without blacking out.
I have blacked out twice in the past two months. This is an experience that is not a pleasant one. I don't know if you are knowledgeable on what happens, but it is just miserable as an adult. You literally do not remember a thing. Both times I woke up throwing-up.
My mind has been so badly wounded but yesterday my brain fractured. It is like falling off a bicycle and re-breaking your leg. It broke in a weird way, pulled the brain tissue out and splat the memories poured out into the rest of my mind.
I began to think about the fact that people who have had knee replacement, hip replacement or just broke a bone in their arm or leg are treated so much more humanely than those of us with broken brains. I mean, if you are limping and somebody asks whats wrong and you reply,
Oh, I broke my leg last year and it is really bothering me today.
I'm sorry, that must have been so painful, how did you do it?
I was riding my bike and a car hit me when they ran a red light on Divisadero and O'Farrel Streets.
Oh my God! That is awful. Did you have to have surgery?
No, it was a compound fracture.
No wonder you are in so much pain, there is a storm coming in off, I heard it is going to rain.
Yea, it seems to get worse when the storms hit.
I read its the rain that really cause breaks to hurt.
Maybe your right, because after the rain finally comes it seem to get better, maybe its when the barometer drops.
Probably, I hope you feel better.
Thanks, I'm sure I will.
Whats your name?
James
My name is Annie.
It is nice to meet you.
I'm sure we will talk soon, especially since we seem to be in the same Chef's Class.
Yea, your right, talk to you soon.
A friendship begins all because somebody noticed someone limping in from outside into a classroom. Which is pretty cool, it was a conversation starter, a way to meet someone new that you did not know and in all reality might develop a friendship with or more. In our case, our minds have been fractured or at the very least, very badly wounded. Sometimes we look sad or despondent, we might look relatively normal, even be smiling but the pain inside is always there for us because we cannot seem to get through it. It just hurts, sometimes it hurts really bad and sometimes it just there but either way we have a fracture of the mind. It doesn't mean that we have split personality, we just are wounded people that nobody ever seems to see. We don't limp, we cry, we don't complain, we are silent, we don't look for sympathy, we would rather forget and even with all of that we still get accused of looking for pity or for someone just to say, "I'm sorry for your life."
The thing is our injury is no different than a broken bone. When the rain comes it usually has a different name, in my case, it is when the night comes. As the afternoon wanes and night approaches the same thing that happened to James with his broken leg happens to me, I am in pain. I limp differently, I get quiet and begin to stare off in the distance. My mind goes to places that are not in my control. I start night dreaming and I am not asleep yet. I begin to become anxious about the fact I will have to go to sleep soon, I start pacing and getting up and down. It is very obvious something is wrong, it seems to be written all over my face.
In the past people have asked me what is wrong,
Are you O.k.
Yes, I'm fine.
You don't look O.k. you are kind of white, do you need a drink of water? Whats going on?
Oh, its nothing really, I had a troublesome childhood and I get a little nervous as the sun goes down.
Hhmm, Oh, I better find a seat.
I am making this scenario up and just presenting a theory of why it is so difficult for us to get better. I am not sure what experience you have had with other people but mine has been the moment somebody finds out that I have had a troublesome youth I am told,
"Well there are people with worse lives, I'm sure."
And that happens before they even know what has happened to me. Or, my other favorite,
"Well you should think about today and the fact you are not a child anymore." "Where does your family live?"
Regardless we all know that nobody wants to know if you have had a problem with your childhood. But like a broken bone, we too need some healing and are healing should involve meeting strangers that can be sympathetic without being obnoxious with pity which most of us really don't want anyway. We don't want your pity it just makes us feel worse for even mentioning the reason that we have turned this lovely ashen color. Just like you pull muscles and ligaments with a break, we pull the same things in our brain when we are injured with your words.
Don't take it personally, its just the way he is.
I hate that saying because I do take it personally and why are we the ones that should be quiet and not the ones that others say, "Don't take it personally, they rage, its just the way they are." No, in our case we must be the perfect host and hostess for society, at all costs, which is always the toll that we pay for ourselves. We shouldn't have to pay for you too. I think that yesterday a person fractured and old break in my mind with his words, (Imagining it is like a break in your arm, a hairline fracture) the way he walked, all the screaming, with the yelling and with the lack of empathy towards a very badly hurt human being. He broke open what had healed shut so long ago. The memories are now the reality with all of the pieces back in place in my mind of a very particular time in my life. I have never been able to figure it out. It just broke and as my mind began to see what it was with such clarity, I began to realize that people don't want us to get better and get through the trauma, they just want us to get over it, forgetting what has happened to us. A big difference, don't you think? Why would people, strangers if you will want such a thing from us? Are we really that much work to be around? Normally we, as a collective are extremely hard workers and in general very quiet, so that can't be it. What is it? Are they afraid that they will have to get real in there life and hear a real story of abuse? Not just one on T.V. that you can donate to a foundation and make yourself feel better, almost as if you had done something for somebody?
Are we just a story or are we just material for the next horror movie or next weeks T.V. news brief on abuse and torture as a child? How do you survive the pain? Are we only an hour long Dr Phil or Oprah Show. Are we the movie "The Exorcism of Emily Rose." based on a real person that you never meet because she is dead? Are we the news caption on NBC next weeks morning show. Are we the mini-series that ABC is promoting for bigger ratings to sell more time share on the station. Are we just the example of what is never real and you only see on the television or the big screen? Are we nothing in comparison to you? Can we not be alive? Or are we only good enough to be gossiped about and feel sorry for if we happen to be dead at the point our story is told?
Wounded mind, fractured brain, that is me today. Keep saying the things that you are saying and my clarity will deepen within the confines of my mind, making the memories the reality that you will have to read.
The tragedy is that its all good for you if there is a screen between us. I make great dinner conversation, I make a great movie as long as I die in the end, I am fantastic gossip for those that love to spread the news of a troubled life, I make a great good-will story for somebody donating money to prevent suicide, I make Cocktail Parties more interesting when my mother attends, I make a great everything as long as I remain unseen or dead. But the reality of having to look at one us makes you feel uncomfortable because you are embarrassed about us in person, we evoke that reaction. So, the one thing that I really wanted in my life, which was to not be embarrassed all the time by what has happened to me, will never come to be. All because you cannot bare to see the tragic life of a person that is still alive and fighting like hell to get through this all with you. We bother you that much, but you bother me more, I'm not capable of being anyone but myself and I seem to bring you the horror of the reality that some kids live through the drownings, the beatings, the drugs given to them in their bottles, some kids make it, we survive to watch the trials of mothers like Casey Anthony, live on CNN. Just think, if her kid had made it, just like me, you wouldn't being having a trial with her mother, you would be turning your back and saying, "Some people have worse lives than you do, just get over it."
Some of us have those worse lives, some of us are me. I wrote this two years ago, when I first began to express on paper my pain, my wounded mind had begun to fracture. Breaking away the walls that kept this all so neat tidy for you, not for me. So that I could walk freely amongst you in society while never disturbing your mind, your brain or your life. How apropo this poem ends up to be today.
Prepare
Prepared for this since I was Five.
See not my face, my eyes don't lie.
In time, through grace, in space, in sine.
Know where, know place, I do not waste.
Don't help, don't stare, don't scream, don't share!
Despair of mine is no disgrace.
Just a time, in such thin space.
Hello, it's Me
I'm in my Head,
but I'm not dead.
What comes instead may cause you dread.
Move on, move out, don't run about.
The stream of words you bleed are out.
Not red, not green, not blue, know doubt,
It's not the money when I shout.
Hello, it's ME
It's ME,
You see?
The sky goes dark when you remark,
the hatred must! hit its mark.
No eyes you need, I bring you Heed!
Go blind, go hate, but don't be late.
For I am here and very near.
the fear that comes into my feet,
will carry me across, it's neat.
The cost is high,
so please, don't sigh.
Hello, It's me,
it's me,
do you see?
K.A.P.
4/28/2009
(Wouldn't it just be a funny kind of revenge if every poem I have written on this blog works into something I am writing presently and can be better understood than when the poem is standing alone. Just like the last three have shown to be. Strangely odd don't you think?)
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
The National Media's Function Is Not To Care About Your Self A Steam For The Real For^Play Off Politics Or What Is Pole^Lit^Tick^Coal Venture^Ring??
Energy a fascinating subject!! People know it is present however it cannot not be seen, just as the substance of this write?? No.
October 26th at 5:30 pm or so I wrote a tier to speak a Volume!!
My mother told me so many times while growing-up that when I went out into the world to make my way that people would just use me and toss me away like the trash when their done. However she said that it would not be in the way that they could not come back and use me again. Hindsight being 20/20 for all whom are aware of strange happenings, my mother seemed to have practiced this one on me the most. However that is not the point. My mother has called me in the past couple of years just not with as much vigor. So any person that calls to tell me how she is doing please accept this with as much salt as you can possibly muster as my mother is a venture not a mark.
My siblings are wonderful counters to what is a coin. Would it not be strange if persons just called to get a grain of salt to sand their feather of a scratch for the coin in a clock. For the fact that the silents is board and decision has brought lessons from just being alive I have not put pen to witness much of anything as why bother.
Many people I knew growing-up would party while I had decided to take a different path and I chose to work really hard, i.e. you know, that American Dream?? I really went for it, because I was raised to believe that it was real.
As just being a person living life and attempting to achieve the above I have have been surrounded by so much and in addition particular type of people. Oddly these people would do what is self-professing, of course that was after the fact and probably so they could accomplish the above by telling me that they were working on themselves and would not be of that character anymore all while they are walking away, slamming doors and/or loading all my stuff into their cars, it was weird to say the least (note my older sister in Texas: A story blip in one of my blogs). Now the type of people that people claimed to be in lot, pathological liars, malignant narcissists, covert narcissists, narcissists, etc., plus I believe that you can understand the point.
Now to the candor of this message to whom I know has said that they have problems with telling lies. Each of my children has pointed to the other one and said they are telling lies to gain my favor and that would be normal should you all be five years old, however now it is just fact. You have 'cause in's and altogether that makes 'the 'cause in' a grand and wonderful affair of minds that can come together and embrace each other?? The challenges?? Together all of you, and there are a bunch of you can decide to become grand individuals by supporting each other??
So to that entire write saying Hello Rebecca, it is the honest at what is the leader of the chest. As that is such a board game it is Shareshton and Clydey and Johno and Lauren and Kathleen and Kelsey and all of their step-siblings together that gives what I wrote the note to the matter of comprehension.
The subject brought The Champagne to each of you and the reality of what is not conjecture. To that fact that particular people have laughed, and left discovery to only note as gossip and used the tread to passport a conversation of such I say, more power to you as that is a great find for the dinner's I know that you have had with others (another commonly used word on the national news).
Now to put to your day another wonder of the world, Geemie, my mother what an incredible teach too. Oh for the grace of my mother as how she loves all of her grandchildren, however as I know so much is on the edge of her name now say Tottsie as that is the nickname that I whaled to the roam of my life in real sewn. Allow this slow choice of verb to noun to register with her grandchildren as my grandfather gave her that bit of grain to sing the Great Depression of what is a grave to a Yard as humanity is the contagion of the Flew today, kind of cool.lean to taught or Sea.
Just say that life is knowing that love is showing more than a brisk sweep to gather the leaves, it is the promise of my life to hers at a time before you could understand while my older sister was ripping her apart and while we walked downtown in San Francisco at Union Square, funny how that went to the dimes after the ring all in a year of bing, bing, bing.
October 26th, 2016 at 5:22pm
The liar's that have been a constant in my life,
the fact that many persons have used me for charging leans to dollars from cruels,
a basket full to brim of how bad it is to be kept in the fee's,
a regard for this had been lyric's to the song for so long,
it is difficult on each day to talk a face value,
apron counts to strings that people have attached to my balance of frame.
Whether it is the chore to comprise their chart to just a coin,
or the measure of how to be sure I never do gain a truth,
people on vast trails consistently rise to only pushers of such rides.
I wonder to the faces in silents as over the phone its not the change grain,
for until the persons are eye to shoulder,
the lie continues for the form,
this is the reason why I am alone,
as it is that face to place that makes all the library come to a chapter of book with one single look.
It is as the fill-in the blank comes in rattles and parked,
for that compass its different to think on a thought of girth,
again I question a speak at a spoke,
history has proven that it provides.
I travel in quiet to what is the paddle??,
no,
I journal a note for the feed of the bottle??,
no,
I say that it's this as the that is the other??,
no,
I'm honest in blink to know of historical snyc.
The tears are in myself in the depth of this oar,
for on the telephone I take things with a shake??,
for the salt on these wounds are deep and don't move,
after that it is clocked like a skunk with a knack,
grace be mine for habits bear signs,
may the darkness of lie's become more than just die,
might the letters that were written in tied with more ribbons,
find a Pandora that may explain this big sand,
as my heart is harmed to a brace kept on once,
it's the upon the story that makes the entire event more than the dealt??
Copious amount of what is a rock,
the pebbles of mountains and valleys for store,
corner a peek and speak to that river,
tears on my insides will fill this a bigger,
for it is the change that I hope finds me more than a dump,
that people will see I would like to be loved,
just as I am with no dollar signs boned.
⇝Be sure to tweet your response to the News this A.M. or P.M. or at Noon!! That path has made the News Casting as a full-Core to The Drink of Gin Rum E! at the screen^kneeing of what is a jobs report?? Maybe will Talk and not just speak.
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Its Just A Bridge That Found A Friend On A Day That Chorus To Say Each Actual Knows A Rein To The Footprints Land
Spoke to the cents of that Daisy style of the 1960's on a Berth,
those piers that soar the fellow travelers raise,
in simple connection to that is the stars light,
found that the songs are just that complexion of blinks,
it gave the find a number,
it was owe that found of what has always been the sign,
left over from a beacon,
dg a friend.
The irony of how its just the stream,
a river on that pebbles ride,
the sands at the beach oh how it must have run to the sea.
Ankles with a lift touching that smile,
waddling to know that wave,
that ocean speaks to bay and fills each pleasure with a gentle say,
oh how are you.
Ghostly wells in shadows of strangers to see scars,
nothing shocks more than when it repeats such cause tick dot,
the let me say.
Where is the song that gave such introduction to not make fear come to cry,
filling cheeks with conversation that made fun a breath to know a cue,
in working for the fluster a feather to just crave,
yet it is just the truth that knows friends are shoulders too.
Weight beyond that flavor of spice is a thought,
is place a deal of more shaking that makes silents just a key,
is these very many stations only an 'x' it to pigeon for the stay,
no bother to any write,
its just been speaking to the blues.
Sky is found day shin at the Sun of such grace,
I looked straight to its special shining and sneeze I did not do,
what is Nature to My cadence,
it is the balance of my say.
Loneliness accepted its just that way of certain,
yet how does a people find that doing strange pick.up's is their sturdy on that clue,
does not the responsible go to quick the came,
did not the known of fountain feel the ripple view,
these placed for eloquence of just a blank its fashion seems that youth of mine has followed this long sleeve.
To breadth of what My Mother whispered,
the onward forward is a family motto,
the tack of saddle the cinch of horn,
is more along the line of just the way its earn,
for everyday life is like Tide??
In with that Chart to map Out the show??,
is it just as strange to know that strangers are odd a see to the weird of lens,
is that such a stun that language would realm the solar galaxy at bruise,
or is it just the gorilla in the mist on a time for the minute that says what is the dime??,
forest and Redwoods the groves of Human life being such a fret,
a guitar and a terrible shingle to memory and shore,
its those laughing at what became only a bloggers wall to communication of the compass,
for a cork is not the but the board that expresses the trailers from the horse on a bit.
Saturday, January 14, 2017
pg 2 of pg 2 ~ In Honor of Edward Kenneth Placek, III I have been recording constantly on my google+ as it seemed the fastest way to both get and retrieve information, I received no response, for tack I will publish this now as I know that my older brother Eddie must be in great pain as I am in definition of horror. The time is 4:31 AM and the Date 1/14/2017, I will add to this post as I am able to breathe better as I am only able to gasp chore presently; https://plus.google.com/116522120854088398497
My mother, Melba Maude Meakin might be in the flat above this shop which is 6439 California Street in San Francisco, California. The website now says,
"CLOSED for Renovations Until Fall 2017
Please like us on Facebook for updates on our reopening later this year!"
My mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or alive?? Why can no local News Station in San Francisco go to this address and find out if there has been a problem as this is beginning to seem like foul play. Does everyone in the entire area just ignore everything??
Tal-Y-Tara Tea & Polo Shoppe
San Francisco, CA
talytara.com
http://talytara.com/
edited at 1:05 PM January 13, 2017 on Friday afternoon, specifically after the KTVU at Noon News on Channel 2 local television with Mike Mibach and Gasia Mikaelian. The basis for this edit is not to change the text rather identify with clarity the date and time of the write. The body of this text was written Friday the 13th of January while KTVU Mornings on 2 aired in the attempt to get a response as I do not have twitter or facebook available to do whatever it is you do that is seemingly more effective for communication. The time now as noted has produced no communication from any person and this is witnessed in said by google+ and signed in total by me, Karen A. Placek as the person declared on said profile. The time stamp 1:10 PM, Friday the 13th of January, 2017.
Mike Mibach is on-air right now on KTVU Mornings on 2 at 9AM in Oakland, California KTVU http://www.ktvu.com/mornings (AND IS ABLE TO FIND OUT FROM Sal Castaneda IF MY MOTHER IS DEAD OR NOT). On-air next to him is Sal Castaneda, a man that knows Sarah Meakin and I from 22-22nd Avenue in San Francisco, California where Sal Castaneda came into the house and was in-process of dating my little sister Sarah Meakin. I saw Sal Castaneda in the front hall of our mother's home and my mother's name is Melba Maude Meakin where I said hello. As Mike Mibach with Channel 2 KTVU in Oakland, California and is LIVE on-air says nothing I will put to this post the shop. This shop Tal-y-tara Tack & Tweed was originally opened in the remodeled garage of the building on the corner of Divisadero and O'Farrell in San Francisco, California just down the street from Kaiser Hospital. As Mike Mibach claims to be not only an anchor but in addition a reporter than this additional information would be easy to confirm as the story is sitting on the other side of Gasia Mikaelian. So now that the story is sitting Mike Mibach's opportunity and since the question of The Shoppe http://talytara.com/ about-us/, http://talytara.com/ and the point of address 22-22nd Avenue https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLLZYgnt07Y is indeed a good enough source to the evidence of my life to at the very least find out if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead. Should that be the opportunity that Mike Mibach risks than possibly Mike Mibach can request of Sal Castaneda to call and request of Sarah Meakin, his ex beau to give Sal Castaneda to give to Mike Mibach the death certificate so that I may at the very least have settled the horrid email that I received today from the Uncle that I have not even seen since the same time or before, so late 1980's early 1990's. Although to be specific with Sal Castaneda it was probably around 1993/1994 or so that pictures of my mother, Melba Maude Meakin and her home may jog to a memory that Sal Castaneda may find compassionate enough to bravo to Mike Mibach as I am sure that if either one of their mother's died I am sure that they would ask the same to confirm death or proof thereof. The pictures are for the distance example of how Sal may remember better to what I actually look like, for Sarah his up-close personal kiss would be exampled by better steep as I know Sarah Meakin loves kissing and touching regularly as she was in her potential hunt for her husband at the time. I am not begging but if that will help in today's world of getting the job done I will beg Mike Mibach and not the question to find out if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or not. The past few days are not painful, I am screaming at the top of my voice and nobody will answer me in person. WOULD NOT SAL, GACIA AND MIKE LIKE TO KNOW IF THEIR MOTHER IS DEAD OR ALIVE?? Maybe even Alex Savidge (@AlexSavidgeKTVU)) since he is a foot soldier Reporter for Channel 2 and is out on the road already during this staggering Weather that the Bay Area is experiencing right now in California could or maybe would deliver the death certificate should that be indeed be the end result in this case as he is and has in the past few days done stories in Guerneville https://www.google.com/search?q=Alex+savidge+in+Guerneville&newwindow=1&safe=active&espv=2&biw=1366&bih=613&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiOi9mO3L_RAhXBjlQKHZ5iDpIQ_AUICCgD#imgrc=CFGl0A66Wsf4_M%3A and I live just off (about 10Minutes from 101) the same road/highway that is on the way to Guerneville, California.
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I just added the google+ post to 'What is fear?' on James Blunt Site http://www.jamesblunt.com/splash/james-blunt. The forum on his page will take you to http://forum.jamesblunt.com/forum/ then click on
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I know that should Local Television News Stations continue to ignore this story than my children and I will loose all relevance to our family. My mother, Melba Maude Meakin kept all of my grandparents and Aunt's belongings along with any and every other family belonging as our family history had already been torn apart once. Should this Nation of the United States of America allow my families history disappear on a Freighter to England than my children and I will loose all of my mother and all she did during her life as a resident of San Francisco, California. This is a horror of a memory as Jim Jones disappeared overnight from the Fillmore, taking with him over 900 Families and leaving many Men like the Butcher at Petrini's in a position that the story today meeks the story of that and yet Guyana marks a point of no-return that makes this story even more relevant to Local News Stations as none of them took it seriously then, and why would I speak on account, because I met Jim Jones as a very small child with my mother Melba Maude Meakin. My mother, Melba Maude Meakin had a building on the corner of
Divisadero St & O'Farrell St, San Francisco, CA 94115, which last account she owned. The building is just down the street from the address of Jim Jones and his building that was in the early part of 1970, it is now a United States Post Office but may be located on the map as it is right near The Fillmore Theater yet another connection to my mother, Melba Maude Meakin as she not only knew Bill Graham but in addition had been a Rock Concert Promoter and often argued with Bill over whom would take the stage first. My first memory of such argument between my mother, Melba Maude Meakin and Bill Graham was at the venue in Golden Gate Park between the de Young and that other museum/aquarium place famous for having concerts during back in the 60s and 70s while not using the Polo Fields or Hippie Hill, or something like that.
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http://forum.jamesblunt.com/forum/Forum6-1.aspx 2nd post with pertinent information in regards to Family Meakin; http://www.thepotteries.org/potters/meakin.htm
In addition my mother Melba Maude Meakin had married into the British Family of J. & G. Meakin English Pottery. Information of subject at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/J._%26_G._Meakin. Relatives known and still alive are two Uncles, the brother's to my step-father Hugh Meakin and their names are John and Guy Meakin. Guy Meakin served in Her Majesty's Armed Forces; https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/British_Armed_Forces and his last known address was in the countryside of an English Village, whereas Uncle Johnny was in Italy somewhere. Hugh Meakin, my step-father's father, Basil Rodney Gray Meakin died in 1991 and his mother died before him due to taking out-of-date prescription medicine, the death was unexpected but the lesson that brought her death about was a lesson I will never forget, her name was Pauline Mary Hughes and she died in 1974. I found this information on-line one day a few years ago and I posted it on my blog The Secret of the Universe of Choice to allow for easy access and also proof of life.
This note in added to the subject of 'what is fear?' is for the fact that I needed to add the Meakin Family in full-torque to add to the weight of this situation. Right now the United States of America is in great flux due to the president-elect and his announcement to deport 20 to 30 Million persons from the United States of America:
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This is a picture of my mother Melba Maude Meakin, me, Karen Anastasia Placek, Rebecca, Kathleen, Johno and Lauren for evidence of proof of life on this a private site to ensure that this has been recorded and not just registered on the Internet in the United States of America as my country has a reputation of burying The News to advantage their pocket books. All else in regards to my step-father and his greencard status is explained below and is obvious to the situation at-hand.
I posted this on my google+, first yesterday January 12, 2017 and the second post just now January 13, 2017 at 2:59 A.M.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Isl0CCOyGt0
My Mother. Her name, Melba Maude Meakin. My mother gave such an appearance that I hold to her mother and father already gone to journal in advance so that my worry over yesterday January 11, 2017 may find some comfort in the pain I feel today January 12, 2017 as I fear that yesterday my family consciously decided to not tell me of my mother passing and yet I know what I saw with my own eyes on the breadth of life itself just outside my own home. In that I laughed as what is a dream for a girl like myself after so many years estranged from my mother due to my siblings keeping her from me but to laugh and actually see the sight of a dream in and of itself. As it may have been what is to come, as it may be a hello/goodbye for now I reserve, however reality is that she did come, just not in the bodily style of address that her voice could be loved and her hug known, it was more as a beautiful theme of a send.
Local television 'Ask Finney' says every evening on the News in San Francisco if you have a question to "ask Finney". I just opened my private email and this message was in the inbox. Is this modern day communication of a death certificate made available from the local morgue is this appropriate, and, should I not receive or wait for a death certificate that is supplied by that same morgue (locale San Francisco, my mother Melba Maude Meakin and her last address 22-22nd Avenue San Francisco, 94121 415-221-7051) as that is what my mother taught me while I was growing-up. The question is, what is appropriate death notification for your mother should she have died? In older days a real person showed-up at the door, in my case of being estranged from my mother by the rest of my family is not than a cable delivering the Death Certificate more appropriate? Does every local television ignore google+ and if so and should I not have the ability to know that Channel 7 http://abcnews.com not read my answer on the air than how will I know what the answer is, and, is not death or sudden death a subject more privy to person to person and not television nor email nor hearsay? Nearly 800,000 people have read my blog 'The Secret of the Universe is Choice' and well-over a Million people have viewed my google+profile 'Karen A. Placek' and this is the best that can happen for a well-read and well-viewed citizen of the United States of America? My mother Melba Maude Meakin taught me that the death certificate from a licensed morgue was the only proof of death that is acceptable to even conceive accepting that same death, is this not correct Channel 7 'Ask Finney' bravo station? So in addition is Channel 7 ABC asking me to go to the Fremont Street Eats (no-address listed) or The Broadway Plaza in Walnut Creek (as shown in pictures attached to this post) to ask a question about the Morgue, death certificates, Wills and Trusts, Inheritance and the fact that my mother left me very specific instructions as she made me aware of what she left to me so that in the event of her death I would know for certain that I should be receiving at least that for notification of her demise? At the time that my mother, Melba Maude Meakin called me in Sacramento, my residence at the time, I was very uncomfortable with her speaking on and about her death and yet today I understand that our estrangement is worse that I can comprehend at this moment, and you are telling me that an email is appropriate, or going to a food fair is appropriate as I do not believe either are acceptable in any world, modern or not. Now as I understand that I will continue to left in this estrangement role of forced isolation, do I than wait for the attorney to contact me or is it the time between that becomes indicative of my families history by changing the Will and the Trust? Now whom is there to ask such uncomfortable questions as time is of the essence?? No, I would really like to know if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or if my family is just screwing with me to see if I will write all of this out however now apparently she is or has been in the hospital for HEART SURGERY?? This is America, or the American way today January 13th, 2017 at 2:59 AM? Do I continue to worry on my mother, Melba Maude Meakin? Is this a trick or another terror that my family is playing down on my life to cause yet another expression of what I never express, frustration. I would ask James Blunt but his life took a swing that delivered him this wonderful world of Disney? Or, now even better as my Twin Flame is aware that America is not very well mannered and politics is more popular as long as it is entertainment to Knight? Or, is this the right time to tell this same very Uncle that my Grandfather while in the hospital in San Francisco TOLD ME to find his son (my Uncle Russ) and tell him to give me the $80,000 dollars that he bullied him out of on the front porch of his home in Oregon, my grandfathers words not mine. I was also meant to ask him why he did not come and see him as he was in while in San Francisco and settle the bill and tell him that his father, my grandfather C.O. Ross was more than disappointed, he was so hurt about the entire thing even this is difficult to write and the 'Ask Finney' wants this on-air with Channel 7 in San Francisco on T.V.? In reality these questions are more than a two-second laughing clip so maybe 'Ask Finney' should be cancelled as I kind of thought that at least he or Channel 7 an ABC affiliate owned by Disney would be able to help me should this entire state of affairs go awry, now at least I know all the 'help-you out advertisements' commercialized on local television are not real and are just another promo saying that the Stations care when in reality it's just another ploy to get the public to watch their channel and not another channel or show.
Email from my Uncle in Oregon, at least I think that is where he lives, anyway this is from the brother of my mother Melba Maude Meakin.
Subject: YOUR MOTHER
Yesterday, 11:47 PM
JUST CHECKING IN TO SEE HOW YOU ARE DOING. STEVE ROSS SENT AN EMAIL ABOUT AN HOUR AGO WITH THE NEWS. I KNEW NOTHING INCLUDING HER HEART SURGERY ETC. THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING THAT HUGH WOULD CALL STEVE AND NOT ME. NOT REALLY. I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE FOR NOT COMING DOWN TO SEE YOU AS I HAD SAID I WOULD. AT THE TIME IT LOOKED PLAUSIBLE AND POSSIBLE. I HAVE ENCOUNTERED SEVERAL REVERSALS THAT I HADN'T PLANNED AND IT HAS KEPT MY NOSE AGAINST THE WHEEL AND GOING NO PLACE.
I WILL CALL YOU WITHIN THE NEXT DAY OR TWO AND WE CAN VISIT. I DO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.
LOVE YOU;
UNCLE RUSS,
Hugh is my step-father from England, and the current husband registered in San Francisco with a green-card married to my mother Melba Maude Meakin and certainly on the hoof from this Country the United States of America according to the new president-elect's language that Every Undocumented Alien will be deported in the first hour of his office in the White House, and, San Francisco is that same president-elect's first attack, his words not mine. Steve is a cousin (I think) of my mother Melba Maude Meakin and he (Steve, the Cousin) stole my older brother's Blue Chip Stamp Collection when we lived at 815 Balboa Street in San Francisco, California, I was under the age of 9 years old. This is just a for your information clause to update all the people that read my blog and view my profile but have never contacted or seen me in person and thereby only known of me on-line, and yes I am being rude to drive the point of the situation home and to the lap of James Blunt as he was in San Francisco playing at The Fillmore a while ago and I attempted to just say hello as I believed that would at least, or at the very least enable this wonderful day to have gone better than it is going currently. So, is it now all his fault too?
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Email from my Uncle in Oregon, at least I think that is where he lives, anyway this is from the brother of my mother Melba Maude Meakin.
Subject: YOUR MOTHER
Yesterday, 11:47 PM
JUST CHECKING IN TO SEE HOW YOU ARE DOING. STEVE ROSS SENT AN EMAIL ABOUT AN HOUR AGO WITH THE NEWS. I KNEW NOTHING INCLUDING HER HEART SURGERY ETC. THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING THAT HUGH WOULD CALL STEVE AND NOT ME. NOT REALLY. I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE FOR NOT COMING DOWN TO SEE YOU AS I HAD SAID I WOULD. AT THE TIME IT LOOKED PLAUSIBLE AND POSSIBLE. I HAVE ENCOUNTERED SEVERAL REVERSALS THAT I HADN'T PLANNED AND IT HAS KEPT MY NOSE AGAINST THE WHEEL AND GOING NO PLACE.
I WILL CALL YOU WITHIN THE NEXT DAY OR TWO AND WE CAN VISIT. I DO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.
LOVE YOU;
UNCLE RUSS,
Hugh is my step-father from England, and the current husband registered in San Francisco with a green-card married to my mother Melba Maude Meakin and certainly on the hoof from this Country the United States of America according to the new president-elect's language that Every Undocumented Alien will be deported in the first hour of his office in the White House, and, San Francisco is that same president-elect's first attack, his words not mine. Steve is a cousin (I think) of my mother Melba Maude Meakin and he (Steve, the Cousin) stole my older brother's Blue Chip Stamp Collection when we lived at 815 Balboa Street in San Francisco, California, I was under the age of 9 years old. This is just a for your information clause to update all the people that read my blog and view my profile but have never contacted or seen me in person and thereby only known of me on-line, and yes I am being rude to drive the point of the situation home and to the lap of James Blunt as he was in San Francisco playing at The Fillmore a while ago and I attempted to just say hello as I believed that would at least, or at the very least enable this wonderful day to have gone better than it is going currently. So, is it now all his fault too?
My Mother. Her name, Melba Maude Meakin. My mother gave such an appearance that I hold to her mother and father already gone to journal in advance so that my worry over yesterday January 11, 2017 may find some comfort in the pain I feel today January 12, 2017 as I fear that yesterday my family consciously decided to not tell me of my mother passing and yet I know what I saw with my own eyes on the breadth of life itself just outside my own home. In that I laughed as what is a dream for a girl like myself after so many years estranged from my mother due to my siblings keeping her from me but to laugh and actually see the sight of a dream in and of itself. As it may have been what is to come, as it may be a hello/goodbye for now I reserve, however reality is that she did come, just not in the bodily style of address that her voice could be loved and her hug known, it was more as a beautiful theme of a send.
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My mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or alive?? Why can no local News Station in San Francisco go to this address and find out if there has been a problem as this is beginning to seem like foul play. Does everyone in the entire area just ignore everything??
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edited at 1:05 PM January 13, 2017 on Friday afternoon, specifically after the KTVU at Noon News on Channel 2 local television with Mike Mibach and Gasia Mikaelian. The basis for this edit is not to change the text rather identify with clarity the date and time of the write. The body of this text was written Friday the 13th of January while KTVU Mornings on 2 aired in the attempt to get a response as I do not have twitter or facebook available to do whatever it is you do that is seemingly more effective for communication. The time now as noted has produced no communication from any person and this is witnessed in said by google+ and signed in total by me, Karen A. Placek as the person declared on said profile. The time stamp 1:10 PM, Friday the 13th of January, 2017.
Mike Mibach is on-air right now on KTVU Mornings on 2 at 9AM in Oakland, California KTVU http://www.ktvu.com/mornings (AND IS ABLE TO FIND OUT FROM Sal Castaneda IF MY MOTHER IS DEAD OR NOT). On-air next to him is Sal Castaneda, a man that knows Sarah Meakin and I from 22-22nd Avenue in San Francisco, California where Sal Castaneda came into the house and was in-process of dating my little sister Sarah Meakin. I saw Sal Castaneda in the front hall of our mother's home and my mother's name is Melba Maude Meakin where I said hello. As Mike Mibach with Channel 2 KTVU in Oakland, California and is LIVE on-air says nothing I will put to this post the shop. This shop Tal-y-tara Tack & Tweed was originally opened in the remodeled garage of the building on the corner of Divisadero and O'Farrell in San Francisco, California just down the street from Kaiser Hospital. As Mike Mibach claims to be not only an anchor but in addition a reporter than this additional information would be easy to confirm as the story is sitting on the other side of Gasia Mikaelian. So now that the story is sitting Mike Mibach's opportunity and since the question of The Shoppe http://talytara.com/ about-us/, http://talytara.com/ and the point of address 22-22nd Avenue https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLLZYgnt07Y is indeed a good enough source to the evidence of my life to at the very least find out if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead. Should that be the opportunity that Mike Mibach risks than possibly Mike Mibach can request of Sal Castaneda to call and request of Sarah Meakin, his ex beau to give Sal Castaneda to give to Mike Mibach the death certificate so that I may at the very least have settled the horrid email that I received today from the Uncle that I have not even seen since the same time or before, so late 1980's early 1990's. Although to be specific with Sal Castaneda it was probably around 1993/1994 or so that pictures of my mother, Melba Maude Meakin and her home may jog to a memory that Sal Castaneda may find compassionate enough to bravo to Mike Mibach as I am sure that if either one of their mother's died I am sure that they would ask the same to confirm death or proof thereof. The pictures are for the distance example of how Sal may remember better to what I actually look like, for Sarah his up-close personal kiss would be exampled by better steep as I know Sarah Meakin loves kissing and touching regularly as she was in her potential hunt for her husband at the time. I am not begging but if that will help in today's world of getting the job done I will beg Mike Mibach and not the question to find out if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or not. The past few days are not painful, I am screaming at the top of my voice and nobody will answer me in person. WOULD NOT SAL, GACIA AND MIKE LIKE TO KNOW IF THEIR MOTHER IS DEAD OR ALIVE?? Maybe even Alex Savidge (@AlexSavidgeKTVU)) since he is a foot soldier Reporter for Channel 2 and is out on the road already during this staggering Weather that the Bay Area is experiencing right now in California could or maybe would deliver the death certificate should that be indeed be the end result in this case as he is and has in the past few days done stories in Guerneville https://www.google.com/search?q=Alex+savidge+in+Guerneville&newwindow=1&safe=active&espv=2&biw=1366&bih=613&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiOi9mO3L_RAhXBjlQKHZ5iDpIQ_AUICCgD#imgrc=CFGl0A66Wsf4_M%3A and I live just off (about 10Minutes from 101) the same road/highway that is on the way to Guerneville, California.
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I just added the google+ post to 'What is fear?' on James Blunt Site http://www.jamesblunt.com/splash/james-blunt. The forum on his page will take you to http://forum.jamesblunt.com/forum/ then click on
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I know that should Local Television News Stations continue to ignore this story than my children and I will loose all relevance to our family. My mother, Melba Maude Meakin kept all of my grandparents and Aunt's belongings along with any and every other family belonging as our family history had already been torn apart once. Should this Nation of the United States of America allow my families history disappear on a Freighter to England than my children and I will loose all of my mother and all she did during her life as a resident of San Francisco, California. This is a horror of a memory as Jim Jones disappeared overnight from the Fillmore, taking with him over 900 Families and leaving many Men like the Butcher at Petrini's in a position that the story today meeks the story of that and yet Guyana marks a point of no-return that makes this story even more relevant to Local News Stations as none of them took it seriously then, and why would I speak on account, because I met Jim Jones as a very small child with my mother Melba Maude Meakin. My mother, Melba Maude Meakin had a building on the corner of
Divisadero St & O'Farrell St, San Francisco, CA 94115, which last account she owned. The building is just down the street from the address of Jim Jones and his building that was in the early part of 1970, it is now a United States Post Office but may be located on the map as it is right near The Fillmore Theater yet another connection to my mother, Melba Maude Meakin as she not only knew Bill Graham but in addition had been a Rock Concert Promoter and often argued with Bill over whom would take the stage first. My first memory of such argument between my mother, Melba Maude Meakin and Bill Graham was at the venue in Golden Gate Park between the de Young and that other museum/aquarium place famous for having concerts during back in the 60s and 70s while not using the Polo Fields or Hippie Hill, or something like that.
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Go to link ↓ Google + 15 Photos - Jan 13, 2017
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http://forum.jamesblunt.com/forum/Forum6-1.aspx 2nd post with pertinent information in regards to Family Meakin; http://www.thepotteries.org/potters/meakin.htm
In addition my mother Melba Maude Meakin had married into the British Family of J. & G. Meakin English Pottery. Information of subject at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/J._%26_G._Meakin. Relatives known and still alive are two Uncles, the brother's to my step-father Hugh Meakin and their names are John and Guy Meakin. Guy Meakin served in Her Majesty's Armed Forces; https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/British_Armed_Forces and his last known address was in the countryside of an English Village, whereas Uncle Johnny was in Italy somewhere. Hugh Meakin, my step-father's father, Basil Rodney Gray Meakin died in 1991 and his mother died before him due to taking out-of-date prescription medicine, the death was unexpected but the lesson that brought her death about was a lesson I will never forget, her name was Pauline Mary Hughes and she died in 1974. I found this information on-line one day a few years ago and I posted it on my blog The Secret of the Universe of Choice to allow for easy access and also proof of life.
This note in added to the subject of 'what is fear?' is for the fact that I needed to add the Meakin Family in full-torque to add to the weight of this situation. Right now the United States of America is in great flux due to the president-elect and his announcement to deport 20 to 30 Million persons from the United States of America:
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This is a picture of my mother Melba Maude Meakin, me, Karen Anastasia Placek, Rebecca, Kathleen, Johno and Lauren for evidence of proof of life on this a private site to ensure that this has been recorded and not just registered on the Internet in the United States of America as my country has a reputation of burying The News to advantage their pocket books. All else in regards to my step-father and his greencard status is explained below and is obvious to the situation at-hand.
I posted this on my google+, first yesterday January 12, 2017 and the second post just now January 13, 2017 at 2:59 A.M.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Isl0CCOyGt0
My Mother. Her name, Melba Maude Meakin. My mother gave such an appearance that I hold to her mother and father already gone to journal in advance so that my worry over yesterday January 11, 2017 may find some comfort in the pain I feel today January 12, 2017 as I fear that yesterday my family consciously decided to not tell me of my mother passing and yet I know what I saw with my own eyes on the breadth of life itself just outside my own home. In that I laughed as what is a dream for a girl like myself after so many years estranged from my mother due to my siblings keeping her from me but to laugh and actually see the sight of a dream in and of itself. As it may have been what is to come, as it may be a hello/goodbye for now I reserve, however reality is that she did come, just not in the bodily style of address that her voice could be loved and her hug known, it was more as a beautiful theme of a send.
Local television 'Ask Finney' says every evening on the News in San Francisco if you have a question to "ask Finney". I just opened my private email and this message was in the inbox. Is this modern day communication of a death certificate made available from the local morgue is this appropriate, and, should I not receive or wait for a death certificate that is supplied by that same morgue (locale San Francisco, my mother Melba Maude Meakin and her last address 22-22nd Avenue San Francisco, 94121 415-221-7051) as that is what my mother taught me while I was growing-up. The question is, what is appropriate death notification for your mother should she have died? In older days a real person showed-up at the door, in my case of being estranged from my mother by the rest of my family is not than a cable delivering the Death Certificate more appropriate? Does every local television ignore google+ and if so and should I not have the ability to know that Channel 7 http://abcnews.com not read my answer on the air than how will I know what the answer is, and, is not death or sudden death a subject more privy to person to person and not television nor email nor hearsay? Nearly 800,000 people have read my blog 'The Secret of the Universe is Choice' and well-over a Million people have viewed my google+profile 'Karen A. Placek' and this is the best that can happen for a well-read and well-viewed citizen of the United States of America? My mother Melba Maude Meakin taught me that the death certificate from a licensed morgue was the only proof of death that is acceptable to even conceive accepting that same death, is this not correct Channel 7 'Ask Finney' bravo station? So in addition is Channel 7 ABC asking me to go to the Fremont Street Eats (no-address listed) or The Broadway Plaza in Walnut Creek (as shown in pictures attached to this post) to ask a question about the Morgue, death certificates, Wills and Trusts, Inheritance and the fact that my mother left me very specific instructions as she made me aware of what she left to me so that in the event of her death I would know for certain that I should be receiving at least that for notification of her demise? At the time that my mother, Melba Maude Meakin called me in Sacramento, my residence at the time, I was very uncomfortable with her speaking on and about her death and yet today I understand that our estrangement is worse that I can comprehend at this moment, and you are telling me that an email is appropriate, or going to a food fair is appropriate as I do not believe either are acceptable in any world, modern or not. Now as I understand that I will continue to left in this estrangement role of forced isolation, do I than wait for the attorney to contact me or is it the time between that becomes indicative of my families history by changing the Will and the Trust? Now whom is there to ask such uncomfortable questions as time is of the essence?? No, I would really like to know if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or if my family is just screwing with me to see if I will write all of this out however now apparently she is or has been in the hospital for HEART SURGERY?? This is America, or the American way today January 13th, 2017 at 2:59 AM? Do I continue to worry on my mother, Melba Maude Meakin? Is this a trick or another terror that my family is playing down on my life to cause yet another expression of what I never express, frustration. I would ask James Blunt but his life took a swing that delivered him this wonderful world of Disney? Or, now even better as my Twin Flame is aware that America is not very well mannered and politics is more popular as long as it is entertainment to Knight? Or, is this the right time to tell this same very Uncle that my Grandfather while in the hospital in San Francisco TOLD ME to find his son (my Uncle Russ) and tell him to give me the $80,000 dollars that he bullied him out of on the front porch of his home in Oregon, my grandfathers words not mine. I was also meant to ask him why he did not come and see him as he was in while in San Francisco and settle the bill and tell him that his father, my grandfather C.O. Ross was more than disappointed, he was so hurt about the entire thing even this is difficult to write and the 'Ask Finney' wants this on-air with Channel 7 in San Francisco on T.V.? In reality these questions are more than a two-second laughing clip so maybe 'Ask Finney' should be cancelled as I kind of thought that at least he or Channel 7 an ABC affiliate owned by Disney would be able to help me should this entire state of affairs go awry, now at least I know all the 'help-you out advertisements' commercialized on local television are not real and are just another promo saying that the Stations care when in reality it's just another ploy to get the public to watch their channel and not another channel or show.
Email from my Uncle in Oregon, at least I think that is where he lives, anyway this is from the brother of my mother Melba Maude Meakin.
Subject: YOUR MOTHER
Yesterday, 11:47 PM
JUST CHECKING IN TO SEE HOW YOU ARE DOING. STEVE ROSS SENT AN EMAIL ABOUT AN HOUR AGO WITH THE NEWS. I KNEW NOTHING INCLUDING HER HEART SURGERY ETC. THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING THAT HUGH WOULD CALL STEVE AND NOT ME. NOT REALLY. I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE FOR NOT COMING DOWN TO SEE YOU AS I HAD SAID I WOULD. AT THE TIME IT LOOKED PLAUSIBLE AND POSSIBLE. I HAVE ENCOUNTERED SEVERAL REVERSALS THAT I HADN'T PLANNED AND IT HAS KEPT MY NOSE AGAINST THE WHEEL AND GOING NO PLACE.
I WILL CALL YOU WITHIN THE NEXT DAY OR TWO AND WE CAN VISIT. I DO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.
LOVE YOU;
UNCLE RUSS,
Hugh is my step-father from England, and the current husband registered in San Francisco with a green-card married to my mother Melba Maude Meakin and certainly on the hoof from this Country the United States of America according to the new president-elect's language that Every Undocumented Alien will be deported in the first hour of his office in the White House, and, San Francisco is that same president-elect's first attack, his words not mine. Steve is a cousin (I think) of my mother Melba Maude Meakin and he (Steve, the Cousin) stole my older brother's Blue Chip Stamp Collection when we lived at 815 Balboa Street in San Francisco, California, I was under the age of 9 years old. This is just a for your information clause to update all the people that read my blog and view my profile but have never contacted or seen me in person and thereby only known of me on-line, and yes I am being rude to drive the point of the situation home and to the lap of James Blunt as he was in San Francisco playing at The Fillmore a while ago and I attempted to just say hello as I believed that would at least, or at the very least enable this wonderful day to have gone better than it is going currently. So, is it now all his fault too?
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Local television 'Ask Finney' says every evening on the News in San Francisco if you have a question to "ask Finney". I just opened my private email and this message was in the inbox. Is this modern day communication of a death certificate made available from the local morgue is this appropriate, and, should I not receive or wait for a death certificate that is supplied by that same morgue (locale San Francisco, my mother Melba Maude Meakin and her last address 22-22nd Avenue San Francisco, 94121 415-221-7051) as that is what my mother taught me while I was growing-up. The question is, what is appropriate death notification for your mother should she have died? In older days a real person showed-up at the door, in my case of being estranged from my mother by the rest of my family is not than a cable delivering the Death Certificate more appropriate? Does every local television ignore google+ and if so and should I not have the ability to know that Channel 7 http://abcnews.com not read my answer on the air than how will I know what the answer is, and, is not death or sudden death a subject more privy to person to person and not television nor email nor hearsay? Nearly 800,000 people have read my blog 'The Secret of the Universe is Choice' and well-over a Million people have viewed my google+profile 'Karen A. Placek' and this is the best that can happen for a well-read and well-viewed citizen of the United States of America? My mother Melba Maude Meakin taught me that the death certificate from a licensed morgue was the only proof of death that is acceptable to even conceive accepting that same death, is this not correct Channel 7 'Ask Finney' bravo station? So in addition is Channel 7 ABC asking me to go to the Fremont Street Eats (no-address listed) or The Broadway Plaza in Walnut Creek (as shown in pictures attached to this post) to ask a question about the Morgue, death certificates, Wills and Trusts, Inheritance and the fact that my mother left me very specific instructions as she made me aware of what she left to me so that in the event of her death I would know for certain that I should be receiving at least that for notification of her demise? At the time that my mother, Melba Maude Meakin called me in Sacramento, my residence at the time, I was very uncomfortable with her speaking on and about her death and yet today I understand that our estrangement is worse that I can comprehend at this moment, and you are telling me that an email is appropriate, or going to a food fair is appropriate as I do not believe either are acceptable in any world, modern or not. Now as I understand that I will continue to left in this estrangement role of forced isolation, do I than wait for the attorney to contact me or is it the time between that becomes indicative of my families history by changing the Will and the Trust? Now whom is there to ask such uncomfortable questions as time is of the essence?? No, I would really like to know if my mother, Melba Maude Meakin is dead or if my family is just screwing with me to see if I will write all of this out however now apparently she is or has been in the hospital for HEART SURGERY?? This is America, or the American way today January 13th, 2017 at 2:59 AM? Do I continue to worry on my mother, Melba Maude Meakin? Is this a trick or another terror that my family is playing down on my life to cause yet another expression of what I never express, frustration. I would ask James Blunt but his life took a swing that delivered him this wonderful world of Disney? Or, now even better as my Twin Flame is aware that America is not very well mannered and politics is more popular as long as it is entertainment to Knight? Or, is this the right time to tell this same very Uncle that my Grandfather while in the hospital in San Francisco TOLD ME to find his son (my Uncle Russ) and tell him to give me the $80,000 dollars that he bullied him out of on the front porch of his home in Oregon, my grandfathers words not mine. I was also meant to ask him why he did not come and see him as he was in while in San Francisco and settle the bill and tell him that his father, my grandfather C.O. Ross was more than disappointed, he was so hurt about the entire thing even this is difficult to write and the 'Ask Finney' wants this on-air with Channel 7 in San Francisco on T.V.? In reality these questions are more than a two-second laughing clip so maybe 'Ask Finney' should be cancelled as I kind of thought that at least he or Channel 7 an ABC affiliate owned by Disney would be able to help me should this entire state of affairs go awry, now at least I know all the 'help-you out advertisements' commercialized on local television are not real and are just another promo saying that the Stations care when in reality it's just another ploy to get the public to watch their channel and not another channel or show.
Email from my Uncle in Oregon, at least I think that is where he lives, anyway this is from the brother of my mother Melba Maude Meakin.
Subject: YOUR MOTHER
Yesterday, 11:47 PM
JUST CHECKING IN TO SEE HOW YOU ARE DOING. STEVE ROSS SENT AN EMAIL ABOUT AN HOUR AGO WITH THE NEWS. I KNEW NOTHING INCLUDING HER HEART SURGERY ETC. THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING THAT HUGH WOULD CALL STEVE AND NOT ME. NOT REALLY. I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE FOR NOT COMING DOWN TO SEE YOU AS I HAD SAID I WOULD. AT THE TIME IT LOOKED PLAUSIBLE AND POSSIBLE. I HAVE ENCOUNTERED SEVERAL REVERSALS THAT I HADN'T PLANNED AND IT HAS KEPT MY NOSE AGAINST THE WHEEL AND GOING NO PLACE.
I WILL CALL YOU WITHIN THE NEXT DAY OR TWO AND WE CAN VISIT. I DO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.
LOVE YOU;
UNCLE RUSS,
Hugh is my step-father from England, and the current husband registered in San Francisco with a green-card married to my mother Melba Maude Meakin and certainly on the hoof from this Country the United States of America according to the new president-elect's language that Every Undocumented Alien will be deported in the first hour of his office in the White House, and, San Francisco is that same president-elect's first attack, his words not mine. Steve is a cousin (I think) of my mother Melba Maude Meakin and he (Steve, the Cousin) stole my older brother's Blue Chip Stamp Collection when we lived at 815 Balboa Street in San Francisco, California, I was under the age of 9 years old. This is just a for your information clause to update all the people that read my blog and view my profile but have never contacted or seen me in person and thereby only known of me on-line, and yes I am being rude to drive the point of the situation home and to the lap of James Blunt as he was in San Francisco playing at The Fillmore a while ago and I attempted to just say hello as I believed that would at least, or at the very least enable this wonderful day to have gone better than it is going currently. So, is it now all his fault too?
My Mother. Her name, Melba Maude Meakin. My mother gave such an appearance that I hold to her mother and father already gone to journal in advance so that my worry over yesterday January 11, 2017 may find some comfort in the pain I feel today January 12, 2017 as I fear that yesterday my family consciously decided to not tell me of my mother passing and yet I know what I saw with my own eyes on the breadth of life itself just outside my own home. In that I laughed as what is a dream for a girl like myself after so many years estranged from my mother due to my siblings keeping her from me but to laugh and actually see the sight of a dream in and of itself. As it may have been what is to come, as it may be a hello/goodbye for now I reserve, however reality is that she did come, just not in the bodily style of address that her voice could be loved and her hug known, it was more as a beautiful theme of a send.
Before the call the sight was not what you would expect at all. In today yesterday the 11th of January Two-thousand Seventeen the fact of reality smiled me to an understanding and yet the Cable has not arrived from the siblings of the thorough bye. In treachery their's is Treason. In reality my Twin Flame is able to sing better than I today, January 12th, 2017 at 5:26 PM.
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